Saturday, November 29, 2003
hmmz....played gunbound till 3am yest....
as usual play too long shoulders start to ache...
haix....im getting old!!!..hehehe...
anyway shall get started on my website...
have been left dangling over there for too long...
..mayb will get down to real blogging later...but..posibility is 1% =)
laters~
Lots of Love 9:53 PM;
Thursday, November 27, 2003
dammnit dammnit...ok..basically theres a new announcement section.
and yest went out...today went out...
ohh yea..this conversation mus write down...
zell:hello?
me:hi?.....
zell:eh erm...'jiang' is ginger hor?
me: *shocked* erm..yaaaaa....
zell:okok..thanks bye...
me: ok...bye *bursts out laughing*...
lolx...see how cute zell is..ahhahaa
so that my bestie...!!!hahahaa...^-'
zell dun angry that i wrote this here ok?..
but its jus too nice to b left out...
Stacie Orrico - I Promise
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Lots of Love 10:02 PM;
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK!!!!!!!
MY ENTRY IS GONE!!!!!!
arghz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lots of Love 9:53 PM;
Monday, November 24, 2003
e chorus for say gdbye..simply love this song..ehehe
"Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies..."
these past few days..im happy...but at time jus wanna cry..i dont know why....hate this feeling so much..really so much....i wish it'll be oevr soon....dont ask me wat happen...i got no answer too....i wish i could find out soon.................
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Lots of Love 10:07 PM;
Sunday, November 23, 2003
was packing my drawer n found this...
some letter that i wrote to myself in sec 3...
gonna write it out..sme parts are kinda...erm..u know...
well i was in sec 3..so wat do u expect..
".....i think im damn useless!!..i just cant help my friends..mostly is cutting hands here n there..like what i said.its becoming like a trend..hopeless..but what right do i have to scold them or say them?but it really hurts to see them doing it..but i dont know how to stop them..or isit i dare not/im nt sure myself...although i seem to be ok on e outside but im damn angry n sad inside..crying out for them to stop..but then again..who am i to get angry at them?they are my friends...but even as their frriends,i canot even talk some sense into them...i dun wan to let **** angry..i mean sad n worried abt me...i dun wan anyone to..esp now exams are round e corner...she had enough of this already..i really think she doesnt deserve all these tortures n worrying all day..................................."
ok..theres still smemmore..but dun see e nd to cont la...
anyway i read sme compos of mine too..found out i can really write sme nice stories if i had e time to cont...ehehehhee..*bhb*
anyway i wanna pray n hope everything turns out right in e end......for evryone...
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Lots of Love 10:06 PM;
im finally awake...was soooo slpy last nite..
yest i went offline at like 9pm..then intended to wake up at 1130pm..
to come online..but when e alarm went off..
i jus switched it off n slept...
really very tired....
very very tired.............
very very very tired..................
Lots of Love 1:05 PM;