Saturday, May 15, 2004
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 50% and expect 50% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.
http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htm
Lots of Love 10:43 PM;
hi!!!!!!~..hhehe...ok im a bit mad..keke...gd day spent today..except e fact that i got a scolding when i came hme...wth...=p ..anyway..early in e morning went to bukit panjang..keke...to surprise jane!!~yea..
ehhee...glad that she was surprised!~...and the macdonald's helped us...ahaha...they volunteer to help us bring the cake out and make an announcement thruout e macs to sing a bday song...ehhee..and took pictures for us...hahaa..even sabo-ed jane..lolx!~it wasnt us at all..they were e one that pushed her head down..wahahaha.. =x ..ahahha...then when we wanan order food they helped us order and deliver it to us..ahahhaa..service was very gd!~ =D ..so we were thinking mayb nxt time for e rest of us e bday we go to e diff fast food restaurant..ahahah...see which one better..lolx!~rubbish!!~.. ahhahaa..then we headed down to town n walked ard...yups...hehee...yups...tmr's a sunday....shld b at home...then mon going back down to sch...then tues whole day out...to eat~..ehehe...now nt so sure if i going to msia already...coz of sme stuffs..yups...
boring...
"family" : tues we meet 11 at hmmz...
where got seoul garden ah??..
anyway all mus come ok?
place decided later!!~ =) ..come come!~
6OFUS : tues 6 at bugis!!!! =D
we will go n eat chicken rice
then head down to esplanade..yups.
cyax all there!!~
thats abt it....hehehe...
Pink - Most Girls
Lots of Love 7:04 PM;
Thursday, May 13, 2004
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.
http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm
Lots of Love 9:46 PM;
hihi...back frm chalet...came in to blogger and found e new layout...much much nicer...yups...hehehe...chalet was a eventful one~...i learnt how to kayak!!!yea.!!~ehhee...okok i know im abit slow....but at least i did learnt ok...=p...dun wanan say much abt it..jus tanned.pain.fun.itchy.satisfied. =D ...yups..hehe...seem like i have very lil time bfore i head off for msia nxt week....got a lot of gathering to organize...yups...with the 6OFUS...and with the "Family(cl.cheo.jane.jace.pat.jer.alex.zul)"....jus hope all will b able to make it...if not then i will *faint* again....hehehe...but if cannot make it also nvm...coz all seem to b busy right now...yups...
6OFUS :: this coming tues evening dinner ok?..
..at ard..6?...at bugis ok?..reply asap..
"family" :: hmmz..for u all i duno when also..
coz all of u got ur own activities..
+ i dunno how is it gonna b like...
..hmmz...if can..we meet...on either mon tues or wed..
in the day...ok?reply asap...
yups...guess thats abt it....still very slpy...hehee...lil' cow pig here....cyaz pple ard yea~...take care n enjoy ur holidays!!~..although i feel very bored..haha..=p*hugz*
Lots of Love 4:38 PM;
Sunday, May 09, 2004
i guess its time for self reflection....first of all...sorry to all out there who tolerated or did not tolerate my nonsense...i was jus being an idiot..or watever u call it...ok..secondly...i dun need all of u who read this n start "consoling" me or wat...i dun nd it....im stubborn ok?...i dun nd anything...i jus think its time i say everything out....and this is gonna b a long one...
blame me.....scold me...watever..jus dun say anything behind my back...i wan to know everything...i wan to know wat all of u tink..not trying to console me or wat..that its nt my fault or that sooner or later everyone will know abt it..f*** it ok....i dun nd fake fronts and fake smiles or fake watever u show that's fake...i wan everything out..NOW...since sch started...everything wasnt right....i shldn't have choosen to b in this sch...in this class...in this grp of frens...its just wrong...they're all too gd for me...they are all nice pple...but i jus had to betrayed smeone's trust...jus one...and everything went wrong....everything...till now....problems are only piling up n up....its only getting higher..and i choose to run awy...coz why?...im the cause of it all...come on..FACE IT everybody!!!!!think abt it....
in the starting..if i had not been a big mouth to go n even hint or tell......no one wld have known...mayb in the later end...sme might know...but at least it know by ownself..nt thru me....wat am i?..who am i to tell?...im a bitch...born like that..been like that...nv tried to hide it...mayb i did but i nd show?..im nt sure...it could have been a happy ending..mayb u out there might blieve it will b a happy ending...without me interupting n all...i tink so too..i wish that too...but its going e opposite way....i dun deserve the frens i have now...not for me...not at all...u nd them more then me.....i dunno if wat ur doing right now is really making u happy..or have u even been happy tgt with us....jus a true time of real happy...nt a fake one...that goes out to everyone of u out there...i can swear i did have fun...and i was truly happy..with all the company...and jokes...and i used to tink all of u were happy too...till now...im nt so sure anymore..seems like i've been more of a troublemaker then a peacemaker...is it really so difficult to find true frens here n poly...i tink it is for u esp..after all thats been happening...and for everyone that knows wats been happening..knowing such a fren like me...u'll nv trust anyone else already...ok...cont...hmmz...aft that everything went into a mess...e grp is getting smaller n smaller...i cldnt do anything abt it...coz i caused it...no one..esp u wld nt blieve me a again...if i were u..i wld hate me forever...i trust thats ur thinking..last time n even now...i dun even know why u bother to put on a false front..and so does everyone else....so that things wun turn out to b so bad?..everyone can still b so "happy"....i dunno...mayb im wrong....
then this yr...smthg happened again....which lead to switching of sides....i dun wanna hide frm u that i do know sme stuffs..and im quite angry at it..but come to tink of it..i dun blame u at all...i have nthg to blame...coz everything started out frm me....this is nt abt wat has happened..but btw e 3 of us....and this lead to everyone feeling bad & sad...how did things turned out like this.....and it all leads back to me..right..its jus that no one wants to admit it....everything was perfectly planned....chalet aft exams n all...i guess...wat will always b true is..wad u give is wat u get....so i did it....and i got this back in return....everything's finally coming out....no one has ever truly been happy in here this grp...e times we spent....seems like such nice memories.....but filled with disgust & hurt...dun tell me its nt true....even its jus abit it counts...
..all of u might start thinking im blaming u..u...or even U HERE...mayb i am...i dunno...i really dont..coz im jus writing wat i tink n feel...if im pinpointing at smeone yes i am...may not at u..mayb at U..hmmz...u might think its whole thing's a fake...i only have smthg to say..take it or leave it...i was nv fake to begin with unless necessary...like always..i jus dun wan unhappiness among us all...and if u wanna know i tink its time all of us have a talk...be it jus u n i...or e whole grp......i have nv been like that or felt like that when i was in sec sch...i think this is wat i tink u call as seein' "half e world"...i tink i still prefer my sec sch life...jus so "innocent"..that it doesnt hurt as much as now...this whole thing goes out to my grp in class...i also have no idea if im making sense or wat...if u wanan read it then read...if nt jus close it n treat it as im a changed person already...changed to a "better" bitch......i dunno wat will happen when sch starts..i jus cannot take it anymore that everything is turing out this way...be it u or me or all of them..no one is feeling gd...its suckz..i know action speaks louder then words..i jus hope that when i look u up for a talk u wun run awy frm it...its time we all face it....
Lots of Love 9:17 PM;