Friday, September 03, 2004
hey peeps...dun worry im fine.. =) ..thnx for all ur concern..jus needed to let it out once in a while u know...nthg much today...jus miss e days where all of us go out tgt...jus quoted sme lyrics frm e song below..jus love it...hehz..i guess it coz of e lyrics..makes me wanna get out of here..at least smehow like that...ahhh...watever~....
zell :: heys!~hehe...been busy...im gonna get busy soon too..loads of assignments coming up...don't worry i'll b fine =) ...u too anything can call me ok?love ya girl!!*hugs*!!i miss u!!....
Liberty X - holding on for you
'trust is all it takes
people make mistakesc
ause we are only human - lets face it
And I struggle through the day
pretend that i'm ok
And make believe that you're here beside me
yes i'm on my own a million miles away
temptation all around
it won't be long
so please be strong
cause i'm holding on for you'
Lots of Love 9:30 PM;
Thursday, September 02, 2004
left out.
pessimistic.
f***ed up.
aching.
useless.
feelin cheated.
stress.
worn out.
lousy.
i felt like crying..but i've decided to hold back my tears...
Lots of Love 9:58 PM;
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
sleepy...
thats e word...but smeone's more poor thing then me..having driving lessons at this hr n his tp test tmr morning...hehz...*
sayangz*...and pat spilled 2 packets of large fries today at kap..how great can that b right...and they din know to laugh or to cry...but gd thing there was a replacement...jus realised that i have db assignment too...so meaning i have total of 4 assignments and loads of exams coming up....*faints*...busy....at least nt as busy as smeone...sat got oop briefing smemore..
..ohh yea!!i got 40% perlini discount!!gonna go n get smthg frm there...but gotta b soon...time's running out..why do they have to give such a short time frame...hmmz...sch doesnt suckz...but the vp does...'si vp chou vp!!' *blehhhzz*...why in e first place did i even let it happen...mmm..dunno...will nv know too...live life as it is then...i dont have a choice do i..
..jus let me enjoy my sch life as much as i can...its nt like when u get to e working society u get to enjoy this kinda sch life anymore...aint it?....hate it when sme pple cant think this way..i love my family..but why cant they understand me a lil' bit more..i jus wanna enjoy my sch life..ahhhh watever...live it as e days go by...*yawnz*...yesss..his lesson is finally over......
Lots of Love 10:31 PM;
in sch right now....very stoned for e whole day....esp in e morning...hahz...took a fork when i wanted to make sme milo....ahhhhh...boring....!!!~...*yawnz*....skipped lect came str to e class n ended up with a whole bunch of yr 1's here playing games -_- ...
..yest went to sim lim to buy wires...stupid guy in e first shop bluff me...mus b see me small girl then anyhow ans me...irrtating idiots...thinking that girls dunno anything abt computer right....hmmphz!!~..bias pple...think u guys right smart right..all e uncles..huh..think only u guys know electrical stuff is it...jbb...nxt time if i ever can i set up an IT computer..recruiting all girls...n it shall b e best IT company...hahz!~....but can wait long....
aft that went to bugis..saw a pair or earrings that i like..mayb gonna get it..but i jus pray when i change earrings..my ears wun b allergic to anything...then off to yoga!..today's lesson was gd!hahhaa..although i missed quite a few lessons..but tink im gonna miss it when its all over..in abt 3 weeks time....yea...
well nthg much....feeling lousy...mayb ur right...i dun tink bfore i do anything....but i tink i know myself best...i did...not that i didnt...i dun always nd assurance frm u...coz i know...and think abt why did i say that...coz i feel that its at least partially true...aint it?....anyway...ilu+.....
Lots of Love 2:35 PM;
Monday, August 30, 2004
hahz..let me start off this one with a very interesting yet disgusting post...hehehe...oh yea..nt to mention i finally poo-ed aft yest's curry in e morning till abt a few hrs ago.......and jer was happily making fun of me that e whole sgp will faint if i ever let out sme gases...or he will jus faint..overly toxic gas....*hmmphz*...aahaha..
..i mean..how many of u all actually look at ur poo aft it comes out of ur body??..honestly...i do~..ehehehe.so does my lil nephew..lolx!!!.i know its disgusting...but isnt it interesting to see wat comes out?...it stinks..other then that...u can see e remains of undigested food...like lets say if u ate a burger..and if ur tummy cant diguest that..all e seasame seeds will appear in that brownish toilet bowl...its artistic in a way..with e beigey dots floating ard in e t-bowl....hmmz........right???...i mean..its nt everyday that u see e same things coming out frm ur butt.....one day u might jus find smthg amazing n interesting jus by looking down....yea??...ehehhee...
i think i really can crap alot nowadays...ahahaha...but isnt wat i wrote above interesting???...ehehhee..curiousity doesnt always bring abt bad things..kkz...i tink enough of shits...keke...jus now when i log on to msn i tot my acct got hacked..coz everyting was gone..like a new msn...i think its either my laptop or msn got screwed up for e moment..
.hmmz..i wonder where did my jer go....i have a teeny weeny feeling he fell back aslp aft i woke him up....hmmz..
poor thing so tired eh...get more rest d!take care....muackz*
how i wish i have inspiration for this kinda stuff everyday...ahaha..then my blog would b so"disgustingly"comical...=p..jus got reminded that i cant go back to ij tmr for tcher's day!!arhz!!!!... =/ ...was kinda looking forward to skip sch awhile to go back..but im getting bcak my paper tmr....so mayb another day i guess..sad sad....i miss ij....
Thinkin' of e day :: drink more water..healthy...
Lots of Love 9:59 PM;
Sunday, August 29, 2004
early in e morning ate chicke curry with toast...hahz..nd not go toilet aft that...not even till now..i think gonna have consitpation later...my mum put some dunno wat alcohol into e fish..said to b a change of taste...smell of martell *spicy*...but wtheck..wun get drunk...hahz...
.ok back to today...head down to commex aft that..saw one of my schmates..i forgot his name..hehz..i only rem he's e first person i met at my first IS class..yups...hehz..walk ard...bought sme stuff..and went down...sisinlaw saw e manhattan card..so signed up for it...then i saw smeone's 'stupidman'..hahax..5mins later saw mad..hehe..then 1min later saw my 2ndbro&sisinlaw...haha..amazing isnt it..well at least i tot it was..so yups..
.thats my day today..loitered ard suntec for awhile bfore heading home...and my poor bro caught a flu...he's too
weak...im
STRONG!!!wahahaha...ok...im alil' off..sorryea..nthg much...assignments all coming....coming..and coming....n coming....suckz.....time to study again....tmr's a new start of e week except for e same timetable....ahhhhh..~..boring things to kp me busy...oh ya..dun forget to update ur coms with service pack2 pple!~or else e horses will b visiting u....yes..i do mean e virtual horses...
yanling.[.meaningless
upset...contradicted
sorry.]
Alicia Keys - Diary
Lots of Love 8:17 PM;
hey babe.,. i hope u see this.,. i hope u are at least feeling better.,. i just wanna say sorry again.,.
Never let nobody know me
Never let nobody dare
Never let somebody hold me
Long enough for me to care...
Till I found you
Till I found you.
Never let my guard down easy
Never let myself let go I never knew the reason why I never let my feelings show
Till I felt the pain
Of loving you
And that's what hurts
When we say goodbye
And that's what hurts
On those sleepless nights
There's nothing I can do
Cos I'm lost inside of you
And that's what hurts.
I never let nobody touch me
Never let nobody try
I never let somebody move me
Deep enough to make me cry
Till I found you
Till I found you
I was strong and independent I
Never needed anyone
I thought I had it all together
Until you came and proved me wrong
Now I'm stronger with you In my life
And that's what hurts
When we say goodbye
And that's what hurts
On those sleepless nights
There's nothing I can do
Cos I'm lost inside of you
And that's what hurts
Yeah and that's the catch
But the hearts not good at holding back It's a blessing and a curse
And I don't know what's worse
And that's what hurts.
Sometimes I wanna run
Sometimes I feel just like a fool
Sometimes I'm even sorry baby
That I felt in love with you.
Oooh
that's when it hurts
It hurts so bad
Ooh
I can't sleep at night
Nothing I can do
Cause I'm lost inside of you
Oohhh It hurts oh it hurts
Cause I'm lost inside of you
I can't help myself I can't help myself
Hurts without you baby
You're not here, you're not here.,
sorry baby.,. =..\ i love you.,.
Lots of Love 11:05 AM;