Thursday, November 04, 2004
Vitamin C - Graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
This song nv fails to bring back bitter sweet memories. Oh yes. I'm back from chalet and I'm kind of getting post-chalet syndrome. Don't really have any idea what that is. Just feels like it. Tired. Lethargic. Lazy. Sleepy. The memories and experience for every chalet was different. this one too. Lovely one. Hee, *
silly grins*.
miss you+
Lots of Love 10:55 PM;
Sunday, October 31, 2004
I don't really feel like blogging right now, but just felt that I had to write something here. I felt so sick and disgusted with myself when i heard my dad's disappointed voice. I don't mean to be unfilial. I just wanted to have some time to do my own things. It is that wrong to even be think about myself just for once instead for them? Why must I be tortured by that feeling. It just isn't fair, but when was life fair.
I hate myself.
I hated the decision.
Nickelback - Someday
Lots of Love 2:56 PM;