Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i'm like so damn lazy to update everyday, so tired and all...i hope i don't fall sick.. my health is like in waves..going up and down.
i don't know if it's the pms or what, but i suddenly miss jeremy so much..it hasn't been easy and it is still not easy for me not to be able to see him and spending so much, yet so little time together..i mean i'm getting use to it..was i really getting use to it? or was i just lying to myself that "yes,monday..i'll look forward to friday, then i can see dear.."..and everytime when sunday comes, the feeling sucks..it really does..it doesn't hurt..it's just saddening....we're practically together most of the time in poly for almost 3 years.. and now i only can see him once a week...who said it was easy...i miss him...
or is it just the company that i've been having isn't enough and it's like just work him work him...and the routine goes on like that..and work isn't any at all fun or whatever..truthfully i only find comfort being able to spent smetime w cheo aft work at coffee bean or macs..or to be working with her..
oh btw we both bought a nano!!!!!!that's one happy and sad thing, cause the $$$$$ spent..but we both got smthg that we want! =) with our own money..so proud of ourselves!!!although my pocket now has no hole,but got no $$$ as well...hahaha..ok,not funny...it's time to start saving..
oh yea,watch pirates of the Caribbean 2!!!!but nacho libre was not up to my expectations…I wanna catch Click and tokyo drift!!!savvy?..
my sis is asking me to start looking for a perm job and at the same time look for schools and stop wasting time...mmm....how...i really don't know...i need to pack my room and buy new boxes from ikea..i want my double bed...
i need someone
i miss someone
Lots of Love 9:15 AM;