Monday, November 20, 2006
the reason i haven't been online for quite sometime is because my laptop's down, and dear's laptop is virus prone, therefore, poor yan ling hasn't really been that updated with the internet world..yea..so poor thing right?
anyway, my dog stinks, i can smell him even if he slept in the bed below me. there is a barrier called wood and i still can smell him. so imagine how stinky he must be. right, and i guess the fauly lies with me not bathing him and cleaning after him.ok, forget that i even typed the above.. anyway, my contract at four seasons got extended for another month, means im leaving end of next week. it's been nice working there, but i start to feel abit boring. i really can't sit down and do the same things everyday, i'll get bored easily and what's more i can't go online, but then again, i don;t do much online either.. but it really would help if they allowed me to on the radio or some music. i mean the office can be quite noisy even without music at times..
i've decided..................to work, and not study for the time being. shall put off my studying till i saved enough money. i've been working for more than a year and my savings is not even mininal..gosh, what kind person am i. but then again you can't blame me, for more then half the year my pay didn't even reach the minimal.. i didn't start earning starting with thousands.
excuses excuses...disappointed in myself, like seriously. it's the end of another year, and the beginning of a new year, i always like the beginning of a new year and the end always makes me feel cozy and sad..ahahaha..i think it's because of this christmas hing, like cold,chimneys,snuggling up in bed..that's how i feel..ok, im bad at illustrating..
what was my resolution for this year?....did i even have one?..
next year, what brings and where goes...im lost..still lost..
Lots of Love 8:42 PM;