Thursday, December 07, 2006
i have utterly totally no mood to blog, unhappy sad depressed MOODY..i think i feel around that area..yups.
after spending half my salary(after i got it like a week ago) on 2 dresses 1 pair of heels 2 necklace 1 bag 2 bras 2 mascara. at least these are the main items that are recognised for the amount of money i spent. for the less rich they must be thinking "omg wtf " in a bad/sad way. for the rich, they must be thinking "ah, this is nothing" in a proud way. as per my 'less rich / rich people' that i'm refering to, they are the really extremes. seriously, for me, i feel like killing myself so spending so much. i won't even use the word splurge because i'm so not suppose to. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i do love all my little things that i bought...but...but.........it's too much!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate to be so contradicting..
why can't money just fall from the sky after spending it away...
i shall force myself to stay at home and not go out, not going out means no spending.yes.. i doubt i can do it.........but i'll try (: but first, i think i should start looking for another job. i need to pay for bills.....i mean to start paying..mmm....
i miss someone........................................stupid field camp.... :(
Lots of Love 11:13 PM;