Wednesday, December 13, 2006
well well, been home packing...only my room. if i had to pack the whole house i think i would take 1 month..hmm.. around there.. and i've only packed like 3/4 of my room still got the clothes and some books to clear. i'm always scared of clearing the cupboard, cause the last time i did, i found a huge cockroach hiding and running about. disgusting to the max..
anyway,i feel much better with a new formation in my room (: it's nothing much, but it just feels..less cramped up? and i made myself a "jewellery box" i will post some photos up once i get the camera. it's all wrapped up in green, but seriously it. when its closed it kinda looks like a sacred holy box kinda thing scary at times, so i shall add some design on it..
i just read mr ng's blog, my god..his daughter's so cute and he even set up a blog for her. so she's a 6 months old baby blogging about her life.. ya some people would find it dumb, but i think it's quite cute and hilarious.. you all should go and read it too. hahaha.
i realised i've so called lost contact with some of my friends, well i do have them on my msn, but we don't talk at all.. it's quite sad. as you grow older, you're freinds get lesser, it's hard to keep in contact with so many pple.
there's my jie -caihong, like damn long nv talk to her already then recently i msn-ed her to ask her if she received her bday present when her bday was in like jan..ahahaa..i feel quite bad thou. hee.she's like the only one i know from irc and met up with and kept in contact till now. i got to know her in like sec 2 or 3 when there was the "irc craze".
then there's like my sec sch kor and jie which all don't know go where already. hahaha.. i mean i have them on my friendster, but never keep in contact already. one of my jie was vickki, knew her cause she was my peer support leader but i totally lost contact with her already. then there was olivia & beatrice my senior in table tennis. and those little ones i took care of in perr support.
then there's grace kor.the one that stays like the next block but i hardly see her. eh but the last time i saw her she seems to be getting a lil 'ba ba' hehehee (:
and also desiree and nian whye. des was me and nian's jie, but i kinda lost contact with both of them already..i do see them on msn now and then, but it's just there. i never seen to click on any and talk to them. it's quite sad..
i mentioned all of them because was packing my room and came across all the little letters that we use to write to each other and designed and folded in little nice triangles or heart shape. it's amazing to see all the little letters. i kept some and threw some away. i also found the tiniest card givent to me by LEE U-LYNN. she bribed me with the teeny weeny card for a locker..ahahaha.it's hard to believe but we did ever write letters to each other. it's really amazing..
i still seem to have alot of things to do. help dear do his uni admission, do up a more presentable website for him, find for job..pack the house..i wanna go overseas or somewhere and just relax and have fun with my friends..i'm quite sick of working which is like starting next week again.same place,different job scope. but still around there. i don't blame the job, i don't blame the place..it's just ME.seriously, now i'm only working cause i need the money.. i need a break..i don't really know what kinda break i need as well, i just had a 2 weeks break of not working..i don't seem to know anything..i really wanna go back studying again...i really do, i wanna go through a uni life in aussie...
lost..aimlessly lost..
Lots of Love 11:33 PM;