Monday, August 18, 2008
was saying bout being busy..sometimes really feel so stuffed up at home that even thou i'm damn tired and shagged and sick i still wanna be out then home...just feel better when ever i have my darling w me... :( that's a bad thing in some ways la...i mean it's my hse and my home anyway....but...it's just....i feel
that was a sudden big rain....and it's giving me a bad feeling again....mm...
anyway, being alone at home is really lonely for my mum...and i think bout her i really pity her....really really feel very sad for her.....and i don't even wanna be home...that's even worst...sometimes i'm scared i will get the same treatment too when i have my own kids...you know? like 'bao ink'...so, i really don't know...sometimes i feel i wanna quickly move out so that i don't have to stay at home..
it's the environment...and the feel of loneliness in this household...i really wish my mum would just go out more often and don't take so much care of this house...but she's restricted by her movements at days...or i wish that she'll just go overseas like so back msia and find her sister...but the dogs..that's the reason she's always giving that she can't go back...the loneliness can actually make a person cry just by sitting there in the hse...
i personally don't like the feeling of being lonely...i mean yes, you'll want to have some time to yourself, but this kind of lonely is just horrible....i see it in other people's lifes and i wish i won't have go thru life like that too....
Lots of Love 9:01 PM;
tired and busy weekend...but it's good!!..let's recap..
last week was project proj and more project...oh man...darling qing's so sweet,ahaha..she's so touched by the hot choc that she blogged about it...so surprised..hee...and i guess she wanted to show her gratitude back by getting me a belt!!..i love it!!..thanks so much too babe!!...silly silly girl...hahaa..big big hugsss!!**
qing babe* : i think we gotta stop our impulse buying..ahaha...we're going to eat grass soon...or maybe just me..lol!
sorry i'm not a person who thank pple well, just found out.. sometimes pple felt very insincere by my thanks...so, sorry if any of you ever felt this way...but i'm really very thankful!!:)
anyway, sat was a really tiring and busy one...first we had to wait for the car, then rush down to collect the imac then rush home edit music, then send me down to GWC to do proj, then rush home, go back for show...and another show at night...qing also followed us for the later show...she was a really really great help!!! haha...i mean honestly,seriously...
it was also the first time dear performed his dove act...his and e doves' virgin act!!!!..ahahaha..they were so terrified but so cute!...and i was so scared...cause i had to "catch" them and go one big round to put them back in their cage...scared that they would fly away!...i must say overall it was a great show!!...of course, thanks to his 2 lovely assistants..ahahaa..
aft e show we sent the doves home and they we headed to e airport to eat dinner (assistants are very poor thing..gotta starve tgt w e magician..hai....hahahahaa)..and also to drop qing off to meet her darling who was coming back...hee..
sunday sunday..nothing much actually..just went to work in e aftnn...then night went for dinner cum supper and home!~...hee..
thanks for staying over dear!!!...it was damnnnnnnnnnnnn sweet of you..hee muacks* :)
Lots of Love 8:40 PM;